Pain... do you even know what that is?..
I honestly hope not...
Nobody deserves to feel what I have...
And I don't deserve to be pitied...
Why can't I make anyone happy?..
I know I don't deserve happiness but I would like the pleasure to make others feel what I don't have...
I surely am good at something... but what?
Again and again, I hear my father's harmful words...
Wolf, what's your problem? You're nothing but trash.
For some unexplainable reason, I believe him.
And after a while I find myself saying the same things... who can explain it?..
Then there's the beatings... why are they so horrible?..
The strikes, slashes, the biting, and thrashing...
They all hurt so badly... and it makes me wonder... What did I do?..
The pain triggers uncontrollable things, like tears... which I regret and hate myself for...
Every time I go to the place where I know there will be certain death
Something holds me back... what could it be?..
Am I longing for something, expecting something, or am I afraid?..
I'm sure it's the empty gap inside that I've longed to fill for so long.
Then finally I see her
She smiles all of the time
She has a sense of hope
And the most noticeable thing to me, is what I feel like around her
When she first spoke to me in that sincere voice
I felt as if I had been peirced by a thousand needles in the chest
Her eyes sparkle and shine brighter than the stars
I have one explanation... She must be an angel















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it's nice!! XD
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Блин! Я водку разлил!
Wow! Thanks! That means A LOT coming from you!
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How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. ~Samwise Gamgee
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Je Suis En Vie - Grégory Lemarchal
translation of title: I Am Alive
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How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. ~Samwise Gamgee
It sounds interestingifiable.
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Je Suis En Vie - Grégory Lemarchal
translation of title: I Am Alive
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How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. ~Samwise Gamgee
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Je Suis En Vie - Grégory Lemarchal
translation of title: I Am Alive
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How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. ~Samwise Gamgee
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Je Suis En Vie - Grégory Lemarchal
translation of title: I Am Alive
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