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Pain... do you even know what that is?..
I honestly hope not...
Nobody deserves to feel what I have...
And I don't deserve to be pitied...

Why can't I make anyone happy?..
I know I don't deserve happiness but I would like the pleasure to make others feel what I don't have...
I surely am good at something... but what?

Again and again, I hear my father's harmful words...
Wolf, what's your problem? You're nothing but trash.
For some unexplainable reason, I believe him.
And after a while I find myself saying the same things... who can explain it?..

Then there's the beatings... why are they so horrible?..
The strikes, slashes, the biting, and thrashing...
They all hurt so badly... and it makes me wonder... What did I do?..
The pain triggers uncontrollable things, like tears... which I regret and hate myself for...

Every time I go to the place where I know there will be certain death
Something holds me back... what could it be?..
Am I longing for something, expecting something, or am I afraid?..
I'm sure it's the empty gap inside that I've longed to fill for so long.

Then finally I see her
She smiles all of the time
She has a sense of hope
And the most noticeable thing to me, is what I feel like around her

When she first spoke to me in that sincere voice
I felt as if I had been peirced by a thousand needles in the chest
Her eyes sparkle and shine brighter than the stars
I have one explanation... She must be an angel
©2008-2009 ~Krorykins
:iconkrorykins:

Author's Comments

I have a story that I started writing a little more than half a year ago and well, I haven't touched it since the beginning of the summer so I felt like I would give everyone an idea of what one of my main characters is like. He doesn't tell the story (the girl wolf does) so no one really gets to see how he thinks. Only a few people know the girl wolf's name and I'm not going to tell anyone else... sorry. Well, you guys know that guy's name, so that counts as something! It's Balto which means not readily excepted so it fits him! I also have liked the name since I was little, mostly from the animated movie 'Balto' and the actual story of him!^^ Oh, and if you haven't figured it out the characters are wolves! Should have mentioned that beforehand! Well, sorry if it bored you guys... it's mainly just for myself but oh, well. It's not really a poem but I don't care, I didn't know what to put it under for the category.

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:iconfishing-cat:
oh god why can't i remember i had a fricking plushie of the girl doggie ToT [okay well that was because she looked like mister taggart who ended up biting my face of later...]

ja
anyways
it's nice!! XD


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Блин! Я водку разлил!
:iconkrorykins:
You mean Jenna! Yeah well in my story I have a character named Jenna but she isn't the girl. She's Balto's mom.

Wow! Thanks! That means A LOT coming from you!

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How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. ~Samwise Gamgee
:iconbooksprout:
:] this looks really good! I can't wait to read more of it! xD

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Je Suis En Vie - Grégory Lemarchal

translation of title: I Am Alive
:iconkrorykins:
This wasn't part of the story... but, oh well! I just kind of came up with this yesterday! Balto is a troubled wolf who is definately not excepted by his dad and a lot of other wolves. Balto's dad won't even call him by name, not ever. So, when the girl wolf shows up at his abusive home he finds some peace in her, so he doesn't want the guy to harm her in any way. I guess it's a little like 'Twilight' but nobody can say that I copied it because I hadn't even read it then. I just came up with the story as my emotions changed and stuff! I hope I can finish it some time soon so you can read it!:D I hope that you won't think I'm stupid for some of the stuff I put in there. I tried to be realistic on things that happen to us humans but they are happening to the wolves instead. Oh, one more thing. The wolves can only talk to other animals that are of a close species. So they can't talk to birds or the things that they hunt. They can talk to tigers and other cats though. And they can definately not talk to humans. That would ruin the entire story! They can understand humans talking though! Sort of how Kira and Kavan get the idea about what we're talking about. Hope it doesn't sound cheezy... sorry this was longer than intended!^^

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How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. ~Samwise Gamgee
:iconbooksprout:
xD it's alright.

It sounds interestingifiable.

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Je Suis En Vie - Grégory Lemarchal

translation of title: I Am Alive
:iconkrorykins:
That's a new one!:D

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How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. ~Samwise Gamgee
:iconbooksprout:
we need to make up some newifyablismificationalism words every day.

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Je Suis En Vie - Grégory Lemarchal

translation of title: I Am Alive
:iconkrorykins:
Very true but please make it one that I can read... that one is kind of long and I'm too lazy to read all of it!^^ Sorry!

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How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. ~Samwise Gamgee
:iconbooksprout:
alright^^'

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Je Suis En Vie - Grégory Lemarchal

translation of title: I Am Alive

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