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Don't let me forgetDon't let me forget

the words that I want

the words that I need

to write

to type

to say

Don't let me forget

the ideas

that come in a spur of a moment

and have the chance to become something great

Don't let me forget

the people

the creatures

the gods

the demons

the heroes

the villains

that I have created

with all of their details

down to their last flaw

Don't let me forget

the worlds and places

ones that are my own

and others that already exist

Don't let me forget

how all these things come together

to make something magical

Let me remember

my story

i will rest by the river and bloomi have eaten so many cherries i have lost count,
my fingers bundled up with their stems, my teeth aching.
with the fruit flesh still threaded around them, the seeds
look like little organs, little stone hearts:
i eat them all, every one. maybe they will hatch in my stomach
like bitter eggs, and a thousand hundred giant trees will
grow slowly though my stomach and my bloodstream, maybe they will
burst up and out through my mouth. i will be a bleeding flowerpot,
a forest floor with shoes, an incubator. i will be the zombie
apocalypse of cherry trees. i will grow my wooden teeth through the roof.
my bad decisions will touch the sky.

I have your number, SeabirdHis bathroom is small and bleak. The mirror
shows your reflection in seven colors which
haven't been named on the red-blue-yellow
spectrum. Your eyes are shaking like eggs
and he hasn't said your name in a year. You
think of everything he calls you: Jay, Jaybird,
Rose if he's playful. He told you particles of
every man he's slept with are in the carpet
when he pulled your head back to look into
your pupils. Your eyes are black. They run,
raw and rotten from fluorescence overhead.

He told you the shrooms weren't the same.
If you don't like LSD, you might feel better
trying something more natural. It grows
like marijuana: from the ground. But

JuniorFinally, an upperclassman
The year seems to fly by
As you wait for the coveted title of Senior
But you feel stuck
As your boyfriend is off at college
Experiencing
And you are still here
Waiting
And you want him to come back
And you hope he comes back
So you get promise rings
So he has to promise to come back
And sometimes he comes back every weekend
And sometimes not for a month
And sometimes promises are broken
And you are up until the early morning
Fighting
Meanwhile, you are suddenly aware of how
Different you are from everyone
All your friends are picture-perfect
Cookie-cutter representations of
The Ideal Teenager
And every morning, you

what comes is better than what came beforea man, once,
of whom i am quite fond
for his green eyes
and olivine
skin,
came up to me and inquired
how he might look
with the barrel of a gun
in his mouth.

i said,
well,
you have
the cheekbones for it,
but i think
perhaps
you'd look better at
the bottom of the ocean
or with a rope around your
neck.

better still,
i continued,
lulled safely to sleep
in my arms
on a warm afternoon,
cherry red
lipstick stains
on your forehead

and
maybe even
a cat
on your lap.

Queen of HypocrisyVixen, vixen, pretty little vixen. Why you be vexin'? You think you're so stunning, you think you're so mighty,
you think you're so clever, but really you're so naughty.
With coat as red as flame, and the visage of friendly appeal, you draw people in close
just so you could make them burn and kneel. Why, vixen, why are you so mean?
Do you really think so low of yourself you have to demean?

You speak philosophically, you speak like a sage, but your words are lies woven by the deranged.
You're modest upon sight, I'll give you that, but once people think they know you,
you strike and bite. You can't stand to be questioned, you have to be

The Stage of LifeThe lights flare up,
glaring at me,
accusing me;
sirens screaming their judgements.

I stand in front of the light,
made up on the stage of life.
The gun's in my hands,
the body's on the ground,
the blood's decorating the floor.

Tired, rehearsed shouts echo,
"You have the right to remain silent..."
"Please, son, can you tell me you didn't do it..?"
"anything you say can and will be used against you..."
"You've always been such a good boy,
tell the policeman the truth..."
"You're innocent until proven guilty."

You want the truth?
That wasn't in the script,
honesty was never written...

Do you expect me to spill,
explode with all these secret

FakeIn my mind,
I see the light.

The light shines in my eyes,
Causing me to be blind.

The blindness makes me see things,
Things like the future.

I feel dizzy,
My world is turning.

I see the light,
It blinks in my vision.

Oh, how I could’ve been good for you,
Don’t be so cruel to me.

People crowd around,
I want to see what’s going on.

Alas, I see a dreadful thing,
A boy is crying.

People are laughing,
Picking on him because he’s weak.

I push through the crowd,
Extending a hand towards him.

He smiles, grins with tears in his eyes,
He grabs my hand.

I pull him up and hug him,
I’m finally wanted.

Elements of ChangeWhat is it that makes this different?
Is the air different?
What fills my lungs, is that the change?
What in this is not the same?
Is it the way my hair falls?
What brushes my shoulders, is that the change?
What holds the alteration?
Is it in the steps down the street?
What moves my being, is that the change?

No.

lily pads.I let you crack me open
and allowed your sadness
to fill my empty chest.

Tears; like sea salt
on my ribcage–

From the nourishment
of your remorse,
flowers began to bloom
inside the crevice
of my breastbone.

Tick tockTick tock

Time is running out.

Don't you dare waste it.

Doesn't matter if you look.

Up,down left or right.

Won't cheat this time.

Stuck on a question I see.

Didn't you studied last night?

Tsk, tsk shame on you.

You see,i'm the clock that's hangs in every classroom.

Tick tock I am the clock.

Should I slow down for your sake?

Need more time?

No can do!

I wont wait for you.

I go slow, when you don't want to.

I go fast when you desperately need more.

Isn't it funny?

To see all your faces.

Stressing

Working

Nervous

And confused.

Tick tock minutes are seconds now.

Better scribble down your last answers

For I declare it is o

Story of Evil (Fairy Tail Ver)Hey guys! Haven't published something in ages! IM STILL ALIVE XD. I wanted to start a new story, even though I have like 4 other stories to do, I will be updating them very soon, maybe tomorrow. I will give you some info about my other stories.
The Demon boy and The Girl- Is still alive, I have written the chapter, but haven't got around uploading it. GOMENASAI .

Anyways... onto this one. I've been obsessed with Kagamine Rin and Len, well for a long time. And I LOVE THE STORY OF EVIL (if you dunno them, its like a bunch of songs that makes a sad story that I love) and I decided, why not make a Fairy Tail ver.
I've been in love with the songs

the writer's diseasemy conversations become
blurs of i-miss-you's
littered on the cold floor of empty promises.
you deserve something more than
silhouettes of words, casting shadows onto my heart
filling it with tricks of light
that try to hide away the darkness.

sit down and stay for a while--
except i'm going to go
because i never learned how to keep
the beautiful things
for more than a little at a time;

i'm left chain smoking words like cigarettes
one word after the other after the other,
exhaling them all with my cancer
and my thick, black lungs.

and they say a cigarette takes seven minutes
from your life--
yet these words take memories from mine,
str

UnavoidableAvoiding the unavoidable
Breaking the unbreakable
Conning the character of
Death

Everybody’s always
Fighting for more time

Getting and taking all it needs
Hell is selfish, selfish indeed.

I watch from the window
Jeering calls, bring people to their
Knees
Like toy soldiers they fall to the ground.

Men and women alike
Never again to see the light of day
Only in my memory do they live on.

People running and screaming
Quickly the dead start to fade.
Racing to rescue those few
Surviving souls
That are left
Unable to escape the
Vile, nightmare world
World war may bring.

Fire and WhiskeyFire-flies danced
Through the trees that
Stood around
A man with nothing but
Matches
And a bottle.
He flicked his wrist and
A match started to burn,
Dropped to the crisp
Leaves and
Left to smoke.
The whiskey burned more than
The flame as he
Tipped the bottle
And downed that
Golden-yellow
Nectar of the Gods,
Sparked with a fire
Of it's own.

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by ~Krorykins, Mar 26, 2009, 11:01:07 PM
Literature / Poetry / Narrative / Free Verse

I'm lost...
Lost in a dark void, called my mind
I can't find my way
I lose my footing and fall

No one is there to catch me
No one to hold me when I cry
There's no one there
No one in the world that's real

Everything is cold, I shiver
Everything is unpredictable, I shake with fear
Everything is dead, I crumble
Everything is gone, I cry

No angels to save me
No demons to take me
Where do I go from here
I can't see the light, so I've stopped searching

Nothing matters anymore
I've lost what was left of my sanity
Depression? I don't know, everything is numb
Death? Makes sense, so I wait for what lies ahead

Lostby ~Krorykins

Literature / Poetry / Narrative / Free Verse

I have a lot on my mind right now... It probably makes no sense... I'm not trying to please you... just trying to get things straight.

~rubylou51 Mar 27, 2009

Hey, i sorta no how your feeling, well not really, but ive gone threw depression, it's not a fun thing to have. Some of my friends were there for me, some threatened not to be my friend. I dont think your a freak, the truth is that im jealous, but now i see that i dont have to be. I just want you to no that i will always be there for you and if im out of town when you need me i will find a way to help you, or ill find a way to get there as fast as i can. We are best friends no matter what, so text me sometime, ill always have my phone on and with me. I love you lots, wish i could find out some way to make you better. bbff

~Krorykins Mar 27, 2009

Why are you jealous? I don't think I'm depressed either that or I'm in denial... idk... Thanks! You're an awesome friend... sorry for being such a jerk to you in the past... I was just tired of hearing you talk about your other friends... it sounded like you liked them a whole lot more than me and I thought that meant that I wasn't good enough. I'm sorry...

~rubylou51 Mar 27, 2009

I was jealous cuz you have stuff that i lost, my mom and dad arent together, i had to get rid of my pets, your life seemed so much better then mine. If you are or arent depressed i will still be there for you if you need to talk. I forgive you for bein a jerk but i never thought of you as one, i talked about my friends and not mine because my life is worthless, or at least it was, but now i got a man who hates to see me depressed and will protect me in the end, i love all my friends the same but your one of my closest friend in my eyes, you'll always be good enough to be my friend. I forgive you. Love you lots. bbff.

~Booksprout Mar 27, 2009

Teenage years suck ASS >

It'll be over... eventually... with hope... I think... *bashes head against wall* DAMMIT, I'm not very good at this encouragement thing...

well, anyways, it'll be over soon enough, you'll see things through brightened eyes and have a lover who'll bring you comfort and hope :] *sluuurrr*

~Krorykins Mar 27, 2009

Lol! I don't feel good at night... I don't know why! I feel good now! It mainly happens when I'm by myself and have the chance to think about things... Uhhh... so yeah! I have faith that God will take me on the mountain with him. I know he's with me even when I'm walking through the valley!

~Booksprout Mar 27, 2009

dat goot. dat bery goot.

~Krorykins Mar 27, 2009

*squeak*

*VeryBadGirl Mar 27, 2009

You are so young, Kierstin, and so many amazing things will happen in your life, making it beautiful and precious, anyway!! Trust me...

Be proud of yourself and take care!
Love
Manuela

~Krorykins Mar 27, 2009

Thank you!

I'll try my best!

*VeryBadGirl Mar 27, 2009

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