I was just wondering how many have a facebook and would be willing to become my friend! So, I guess just note me if you are interested! I won't share any of your info with anyone... I don't want you guys sharing mine either...

Well, I haven't uploaded my journal in forever! So just decided to stop in and say hello! I will write something more interesting when I have something more interesting to write about. So, how have all of you been? I'm going to try to be on more and upload more pics and deviations! Well, today is a snow day and I'm going to shut up now because all it will be is rambling! ADIOS!!!

So, I don't like using people on DA for my personal reasons but I am REALLY confused. I started liking my best friend. He just seems like the perfect person to be with and everything he does around me and my friends is either adorable, sweet, or funny. He's absolutely wonderful. But I don't think he will ever like me back in the same way, so if he isn't, then I don't want to waste my time loving him in that way. I'll probably just hurt myself in the end. We still love each other and think of each other as brother and sister. He's just super sweet but i found out that he is afraid of love because he's afraid of losing it. It happened to him before with one of his family members who he really admired and I think it really scarred him. So, if any of you are good with advice on this sort of thing, I would appreciate the help!

Some of the things we have said over text: (if you are interested)

Him: If you make yourself believe it, you will see it. I see you as a beautiful person.

Attractive people who are mean, I see them as ugly after i can't see their beauty anymore. It's easy to see your beauty cause you have a great personality.

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Me: I think this is just me being a girl but sometimes i wish there was someone who had arms that I could cry in. I hate cryin around people though.

His response: You can cry in mine if you ever need to.
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Me: FWD: This IS your chance to tell me what u think or feel about me.... you wanna know the truth send it

His response: I think I like you too much.
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So yeah... he's said more than that but I'm lazy and I don't want to be a bother to you all. So there you go. I will leave yo guys alone now. Comment if you would like! But I seriously hate the fact that I'm having to ask you guys for help on this. Well, I love you all! Byez!

I am super sorry that I haven't been very active here on DA lately. I haven't written a journal since the beginning of August and now it's October! WOW!!! HAHA! I'm sure you guys enjoyed that! lol!

So, my summer ended with taking my sister off to college. We went to Texas on my 2nd day of school and dropped her off and stayed in Texas over the weekend. My sister is like one of my bestest friends so it is really different not having her here. She is also being horrible with keeping in contact. So, yeah I miss her but I'm happy that she is going on in life and gonna do great things! We ended our trip in Texas by

So, my pets are doing great! All together I have Kira (beagle), Kavan (Brittany), Mr. Sticky (Tiger Salamander), and Grover (golden/teddy bear hamster.) I love them all very dearly, as you all know! HAHA!

I feel like you guys are complete strangers now cause I haven't really talked to any of you in a long time! So, talk to me!!! HAHA! I'm gonna probably upload pics and later some drawings! If you guys want anyways!

Lol! I also have a question for those who will answer! Anyone else ever had the problem with falling in love with their best friend but not wanting to because you're afraid of making the relationship awkward and know they don't like you back in the same way? (major run-on sentence but I don't care.) I've already talked to him about it but it's still weird cause I can't stop liking him because everything he does makes me like him more. He also gives the best hugs in the entire world! If you want to hear more and want to help then I will continue but for those who don't care, I will stop!

I love you all! bye!!!

I'm going to be gone for about 4 days. I'm going camping and I still have to pack and stuff so I probably won't be able to get back on tonight. I have to clean my room also. So, I just wanted to let you guys know and I wanted to say goodbye!